This tense psychological thriller opens with Lowen Ashleigh, a novelist, who is introduced to Jeremy Crawford, the husband of famous thriller writer Verity, who has been in a terrible car accident (some say a suicide attempt) after losing her twin daughters to two tragic accidents. Verity is barely alive, and Jeremy hired a nurse to care for her. Verity's publishers are seeking someone to write the last three books in Verity's famous series. Jeremy tells her that Verity admires Lowen's writing and that he wants her to write the rest of the series. Lowen, an introvert, has not had much success in the publishing world. It doesn't help that she refuses to go on book tours or participate in social media to promote her books. This is why she lives in New York City: to hide from the world.
Jeremy and Verity still have a five-year-old boy, Crew, who is having a hard time of it after all the tragedy. Jeremy has Lowen come to his and Verity's house in Connecticut to research the series and look for any outlines Verity might have written. Instead of outlines, Lowen finds an autobiography Verity wrote. This unpublished manuscript is very dark and paints Verity as a sex fiend who obsesses over her husband and wants him to love only her, not the children they have, which she resents for putting her in last place. As Lowen reads about Jeremy in the autobiography, the two bond over their losses. As she spends more time with Jeremy, she finds herself falling for him and wanting him to forget that he's a married man.
This creepy book enfolds you in the mystery that is Verity, another name for truth, that this novel attempts to uncover from all the lives involved. But this thriller has a gotcha that is found in most thrillers today, and while I guessed some of it, I really didn't expect the surprise ending. I want to thank Tyf, a friend from college, who told me to read this book years ago when it came out. I finally got to it, just in time to watch the movie coming out soon. This is a book worth looking into.
Quotes
Most people come to New York to be discovered. The rest of us come here to hide.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.6)
It's what you do when you've experienced the worst of the worst. You seek out people like you...people worse off than you...and you use them to make yourself feel better about the terrible things that have happened to you.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.7-8)
I wasn't simple. I was difficult. An emotionally challenging puzzle he wasn't up for solving. Which was fine. I wasn't in the mood to be solved.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.21)
I think the idea of me is better than the reality of me.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.25)
Thinking I'm not good enough is part of the writing process.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.41)
Find what you love and let it kill you.
Charles Bukowski
You can't look at someone the way he looked at me--with the entirety of his past--without also imagining the future.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.71)
And that's what love at first sight is. It isn't really love at first sight until you've been with the person long enough for it to become love at first sight.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.73)
But when a person finds someone who makes all the negativity in their life disappear, it's hard not to feed off that person.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.83)
I might be obsessed with him, but a woman knows if she wants to keep a man forever, she has to act like she could get over him in a day.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.85)
It's very simple, really. Take care of your physical being. Feed it what it needs, not what the conscience tells you it wants. Giving in to cravings of the mind that ultimately hurt the body is like a weak parent giving in to her child. "Oh, you had a bad day? Do you want an entire box of cookies? Okay, sweetie. Eat it. And drink this soda while you're at it." Caring for your body is no different from caring for a child. Sometimes it's hard, sometimes it sucks, sometimes you just want to give in, but if you do, you'll pay for the consequences eighteen years down the road.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.103-4)
This is the first time I've ever had a guy open a door for me. Dammit. How messed up is that?
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.124)
A terrible sex life is like a virus. Your marriage can be healthy in all other aspects, but once the sex dies out, it starts to infect all the other parts of your relationship.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.161)
It was one thing I hated most about being a mother. All the fucking vomit.
Colleen Hoover (Verity, p.191)
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